Tuesday, November 25, 2008

*Sigh* It is Tuesday....

Yes it is Tuesday which means in WoW maintenance day. which means servers will be down til 2PM est at least....

So I thought I would take this time to blog a bit. I actually really need to get better about keeping up with my blog. I will admit that lately I just have felt like it.

Not much goes on in my life. I have Dagferi up to level 75. I am getting a bit burned out on questing at the moment. My guild has sort of started raiding again. Hubby raided with them and I passed. Well we only have one computer right now, and Dag is on his account because I started playing on a whim to see what the hype was about and got just as addicted as he is due to the weather being crappy. (I would much rather be riding my horse.)

Anyway, I even don't really want to raid. The problem in my case is my extended family is in the guild with my SIL as an officer. Sometimes I feel brushed under the rug by the guild. I am a decent player. Not the best at my class by a long shot but I hold my own despite my crappy gear. I got to 75 SOLO I didn't have anyone help me with the hard quests or skip them. I figured them out myself and did it in greens. I didn't have someone help me power level. I ran one or two pugs and that is it. I even did 90% of the group quest SOLO just me and my pet. Yes, I am a BM hunter. I have gotten to where I am using my own skills and guile.

Am I bitter? I would say a bit, but say I am more pissed off than anything. I have tried to be social with my guildies but they are very cliquish. (I will admit that I am not one to jump in the middle of a conversation.) But a "Hi" now and again would be nice. Then they complain about guild attendance for raids. Well if you treat me like dog shit on your shoe I am not going to say much anymore. Nor am I going to go out of my way to help plain and simple. Why would I want to run raids when I don't feel welcome. I am not a gear ninja. THIS ISN'T ABOUT LOOT. It is about treating me decently and treating me as myself and not as the SIL.

For now I think I am going to PVP for gear a bit and then decide from there where the path leads me. I may pull my toon out of the guild for another. I have had several invites from other big guilds. I don't know. I do like our GM and this isn't about him. There are other guildies who I like a lot too. But over all I just don't feel welcome. It is like I am only in the guild because I am related to the SIL.

Any guild in need of a BM hunter with a kick booty arsenal of pets?

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